Our Story
I have a confession. I was uninspired by blank pages.
For years I would buy a beautiful journal at the bookstore. Bring it home. Set it on my nightstand. And be uninspired to write in it. The blank page would just sit there, staring at me, waiting for me to be profound on cue.
And then, there was the other thing. When I did write in them, re-reading past journal entries gave me second-hand embarrassment. Because there I was. Spiraling. Crying out. Same prayer. Same fear. Same negative thought loop. I never got to see how God answered, because the pages were not built to track it. They were just pages.
But the longing did not go away. The wanting-to-sit-with-Jesus did not go away. The needing-a-soft-place-to-land-before-a-9-to-5 did not go away.
I just needed something different. Something to help me guide my thoughts. Something that was not just a dumping ground for them without a re-direction to His word. Something that let me hand my worries to Him and then show me later where He met me in it.
I could not find it. So I made it.
This journal is what I would have given my past self. The one who let her thoughts spiral. The one who would forget how to counter these thoughts with God's truth. The one who needed someone to say, "But what does the Word say about this?"
It is anchored in one verse. Romans 12:2. Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind. That is the whole thing. That is the prayer. That is the 90 days.
I am not a theologian. I am a woman with a 9-to-5, kids, ministry, and more. I do not always knock off my devotional time on the to-do-list. But I am a woman who wants her quiet time with the Lord to be structured, beautiful, enjoyable, and transformational.
I made this for sisters like me.
If that is you, I would love for you to be part of this.